If there is one thing you should never dare do or say to me it is without a reasonable doubt, attempting or saying that you're going to turn my friends against me. That makes things go 0 to an impossibly high number real quick. Trust me when I say, the moment it is spoken or attempted, you signed a declaration of war and all my self imposed rules go out the window. You want to badly mess with my to undermine me to my friends, they all know that this isn't something you do to me or any one, and we'll destroy you.
No one understands how fast it take for a person to go from happy to miserable for little to no reason, and no one will ever catch on how that person panics at the though of insulting or upsetting the other person for suddenly being so sad. And no one can see behind that mask of pretending happiness while they are dead inside.
how special a new friend is
" tere bin lagdaji..............."
When life gives you lemons.....
My mind is with my loved one as he must overcome barrier after barrier to his future.
I am comforted by the fact that I have someone who loves me, cares for me and will help me in my struggles.
"People may not always tell you how they feel about you, but they will always show you."
"No one knows when the final grain of sand will plummet through their own personal Hourglass." ~ CKAcres
"If you really want to make a difference, don't over think it, just do it..."
"Scars of life are deeply etched within the minds of curious old souls."
Just the fact I need to think of payments I need to make.
I'll numb the pain till I am made of stone
This damn mood is back again. Now what do I do?
O.o So I think something is wrong with me, because guys are starting to notice me more and more... Except the ones I like. (Thanks kid who called me cute, boldness is the way to go, but sorry not interested.)
All the souls and breakable sins.
Where does a soul go when you dream, what distant land does it connect you and show you the wonderful, terrifying, confusing worlds whose realities differ so far from our own?
Society tells us not to understand people and keep doing what you are doing. They tell us not to look to closely at something because there was no truth in what we seek. Well when you look in the world of a girl that has went through so much by herself and you would be amazed on how she looks on life. Because it is impossible for us human beings to feel and know so much without going through the hardships that make you see in a different light. This girl as probably went through hell ten times an average person and still is alright. Still standing strong. Even if she falls down time to time. She rises up and shows people she can hold her own and show her faith in people very clearly. A strong will is only be able to press past the impossible and try to make a difference in the world. But sadly, she can go only so far by herself before slowly breaking down and hitting her very low. That low that tells her she deserved this because of whatever reason. That low point were she tries to hurt herself and end her life. That point in her life she finally sees the hands reaching out for her to grab and lean on. And when she does she rises back up to the top and recover as the best she can. Right there, that's when we all realize that she deserved better. She deserve more in life, we thinking that as people, weren't allowed to be her friend because we didn't feel her pain and suffering. But that is when she steps in and tells us it is all right. She doesn't want us to feel it no, she just wants us to understand. That is all she ask, even without saying a word she ask us of it. But in this kind of world we either look down on her for she wasn't a perfect image in our eyes and then there are the few kind that looked up on her when we knew she was the perfect image of strong will. So further more aspect of the idea that the society tried to kill the girl but she did the unthinkable and showed us what had need to be just by understanding. She easily broke the thought of society itself.
Her courage was her crown and she wore it like a queen -Atticus
Feeling like I'm at the end of Against the Odds. Just a step away from falling into insanity. No one is there to stop it.
In the mood for nothing at all.
Crazy people need to step away.
Her courage was her crown and she wore it like a queen -Atticus