What i am doing?... she is busy and she dont reply , but i still pester her with my messages and pokes. Damn, i cant stop loving her. She is always on my head....
what is the reason for the turn of events /why ????
Raining, locked out. I would refer you to the voice inside my head. My fault. Heh, my fault,
Homework and more homework. I just have to keep site of my goal!
Five months together gone in the last two weeks.
Week and a half, whatever.
I am in such a happy mmod.
How I don't feel myself but feel more myself then I have in while
"She was chaos and beauty intertwined. A tornado of roses from the divine."
too much space between the light and the dark.
Birthday pie!!! (Because homemade pumpkin pie is better then cake.)
I am in big dilemma.. Its hard to make deciosion...
I think of my stories....writing.....writing.
My parents think there is something wrong with me. Because i wanted to wear a blue wig, they said it was childish, and yet because i wanted to wear a wig means not only am I hiding who i really am, but starving for attention...
I just wanted to wear a wig, because I always wanted to have different colored hair. I am not hiding, not trying to be someone I am not. Your appearance doesnt make you who you are, your soul is, and your appearance reflects your soul.
So what I chose to wear stuff that stands out, not for attention, but because I like it, and because I want to, so why in hell should I change any of that to fit someone else's image of who I should be?
What is going on when I sleep. I don't seem to get the rest I need. I seem to be more tired when I wake up.
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
How does one define loneliness?
Is it the craving for the company and/or attention of a fellow human being?
Is it the lack of contact with the world outside the four walls of your home?
Or is it the dark place you go to in your mind when you lay down to sleep and seek unconsciousness? Isn't that when all those thoughts and feelings your conscious mind won't allow you to contemplate come out to play and have free reign in your head? Isn't THAT when you're at your most lonely?
I have 3 stories to write today. I have to get them done.
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
Umm should I talk or should I not?? Lol
Bored, lonely, anybody wanna talk?
You wouldn't believe it even if I could put it in words.rFu9S5B17eVXV8n8
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just a broken record playing over and over. I won't subject anyone anymore to my useless ramblings.
