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Sigh, I would say I give up on making friends because people end up hurting me when they get too close, but then I'd get lonely, find someone I thought was amazing, spend all my time and effort only for them to burn me like the last. Then I get lonely again. Several people over the years told me I should open up and let people see the "real" me. Well I was the real me for years, and I only show it to people who i trust most. I guess I was right though, no body likes the "real" me so I'll stick to my masks.
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Sigh, I would say I give up on making friends because people end up hurting me when they get too close, but then I'd get lonely, find someone I thought was amazing, spend all my time and effort only for them to burn me like the last. Then I get lonely again. Several people over the years told me I should open up and let people see the "real" me. Well I was the real me for years, and I only show it to people who i trust most. I guess I was right though, no body likes the "real" me so I'll stick to my masks.
I'm sorry. I think you're really nice. HUGS
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Hmm, I don't know. It involves a bunch of things, but nothing really specific. I do know that I'm afraid. I don't know why, I have no idea why I feel nervous, why I'm feeling anxious. What started it, I don't know.
There is one thing I know for sure. I want Aria. I want to snuggle with her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I want to meet her sometime soon. I have not got the money. I can't seem to get a job, my jewellery doesn't seem to sell, therefore I can't meet her. For nearly two years we've been friends, and more than friends, and really all I want to do, is get over there, live with her and start my life with her.
I just can't stand not being there.
Please, I just want to be there.
Please.
There is one thing I know for sure. I want Aria. I want to snuggle with her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I want to meet her sometime soon. I have not got the money. I can't seem to get a job, my jewellery doesn't seem to sell, therefore I can't meet her. For nearly two years we've been friends, and more than friends, and really all I want to do, is get over there, live with her and start my life with her.
I just can't stand not being there.
Please, I just want to be there.
Please.
Ghosts, flamingos, guitars and vodka. Eclectic subjects, eccentric stories:
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
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Hmm, I don't know. It involves a bunch of things, but nothing really specific. I do know that I'm afraid. I don't know why, I have no idea why I feel nervous, why I'm feeling anxious. What started it, I don't know.
There is one thing I know for sure. I want Aria. I want to snuggle with her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I want to meet her sometime soon. I have not got the money. I can't seem to get a job, my jewellery doesn't seem to sell, therefore I can't meet her. For nearly two years we've been friends, and more than friends, and really all I want to do, is get over there, live with her and start my life with her.
I just can't stand not being there.
Please, I just want to be there.
Please.
I know how you feel hon. I'm sorry honey. xoxoox I hope you can meet her some way and somehow.
giant hugs xoxooxox
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I know how you feel hon. I'm sorry honey. xoxoox I hope you can meet her some way and somehow.
giant hugs xoxooxox
I will, eventually. Hopefully before the end of next year. Even if I have to do something nefarious. Edit: I love your forum signature
Ghosts, flamingos, guitars and vodka. Eclectic subjects, eccentric stories:
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
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I know how you feel hon. I'm sorry honey. xoxoox I hope you can meet her some way and somehow.
giant hugs xoxooxox
I will, eventually. Hopefully before the end of next year. Even if I have to do something nefarious. Edit: I love your forum signature
thanks lmao it's the cutest gif ever. lol
I hope sooner than later. best of luck. xoxoxox
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Well, I may have an interview soon. I'm being shortlisted, so here's hoping they bring me in, and then I get the job. Once I get the job, I can finally implement my plans. Though, I am worried about one thing, and that's my tendinitis getting worse. The job requires a lot of typing, so if I'm given a crappy keyboard, I'm screwed. I remember when I was working, I was pretty prolific because I had ready made stories just unfolding in front of me. Not that I ever used any of them ;)
Ghosts, flamingos, guitars and vodka. Eclectic subjects, eccentric stories:
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
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Well, I may have an interview soon. I'm being shortlisted, so here's hoping they bring me in, and then I get the job. Once I get the job, I can finally implement my plans. Though, I am worried about one thing, and that's my tendinitis getting worse. The job requires a lot of typing, so if I'm given a crappy keyboard, I'm screwed. I remember when I was working, I was pretty prolific because I had ready made stories just unfolding in front of me. Not that I ever used any of them ;)
best of luck. Rooting for you.
xoxooxox
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Listen, if you are going to write a something about how sad you are and you are in such despair alright. It is okay, if you do only a few times. But come on doing lot just to see what people has to say or just have someone to say "We are here for you" or "You are loved dont you worry." That is some bullshit right there. If you need to have people tell you this shit all the time well fuck. You are a weak person. You heard me, weak. Most of you will disagree on what i am saying but hell i dont give a shit at all. So live with it and hear the damn truth.
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Listen, if you are going to write a something about how sad you are and you are in such despair alright. It is okay, if you do only a few times. But come on doing lot just to see what people has to say or just have someone to say "We are here for you" or "You are loved dont you worry." That is some bullshit right there. If you need to have people tell you this shit all the time well fuck. You are a weak person. You heard me, weak. Most of you will disagree on what i am saying but hell i dont give a shit at all. So live with it and hear the damn truth.
And who are you directing this too?
Why not name them?
Why do you care so much?
The truth is many people live in oceans of pain they don't know how to get out of.
You sound selfish. God forbid you ever feel as badly as I or someone else.
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Sincerely: thank you for all those who still believe in me?
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And who are you directing this too?
Why not name them?
Why do you care so much?
The truth is many people live in oceans of pain they don't know how to get out of.
You sound selfish. God forbid you ever feel as badly as I or someone else.
Eh? Lol, thats cute of you. Like I said i didn't care what people say but just to clear the misunderstanding. Just because I wrote such comment on your story doesn't mean that message i left was for you. I mean i am flattered that you like i care about you have such problems. One that is the first time i have ever read an of your work. Second off, if you were one of the people i was refereeing to you would have gotten a pm from me. Did you get one? I think not. Dont jump into conclusions like that unless you know what is going on. So have a good day.
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And who are you directing this too?
Why not name them?
Why do you care so much?
The truth is many people live in oceans of pain they don't know how to get out of.
You sound selfish. God forbid you ever feel as badly as I or someone else.
Eh? Lol, thats cute of you. Like I said i didn't care what people say but just to clear the misunderstanding. Just because I wrote such comment on your story doesn't mean that message i left was for you. I mean i am flattered that you like i care about you have such problems. One that is the first time i have ever read an of your work. Second off, if you were one of the people i was refereeing to you would have gotten a pm from me. Did you get one? I think not. Dont jump into conclusions like that unless you know what is going on. So have a good day.
Okay enough. You're turning nothing into something. He is entitled to an opinion as are you, don't jump to a conclusion because you don't like what you hear. Honestly I am telling you both to get over yourselves and ignore stuff if you don't like it.
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You never walked a mile in my shoes. You'd never survive. So shut the hell up unless you know what.you are talking about.
You never truely know if the person telling you is in a worse situation. Keep in mind that anything is possible, and you can hurt people by saying they don't understand when they understand more then you know.