Seasonal affective disorder Stories

my soul to use any wordspirals around and I crybacked into a cornerit just wants to flyit loves and hateslonging for spaceto live in peace notrun in circles and raceenvying others liveswatching them spinhappy and contentwhy is my skin so thina recipe for happinessdoes it even exist herethe entirety of my lifesearching drowning in fearno more doctors nor pillsa formula not found that roadhurting myself same old patternsear...

You should be able to seeWhen I am struggling to beCold winds howl and shakeIt's harder now for me to wakeThis year you've turned blindLeaving me to flounder in my mindYears gone past you've held my handDon't leave me alone in this wastelandBack and forth, up an down, good and badI can't have taken all that you hadReach for me before I fall into the abyssI'll try and catch your hand, pray I don't missJust another winter,...

I'm tired, sad, mad and other thingsI ponder ideas while I twist my ringsRitual, chores, boredom, what reasonI'll be back, I have to leave this seasonRepeated time and again, months go byNeeds, wants, I really do my best and tryPieces given away, expecting nothing in returnToo many to count, when will I learnYou need that, I have needs too, mine not foundStaying, visiting, you wait for that soundPromises, I'm over them, I...