I don't want him to leave, which is selfish of me, especially so now that i shouldn't have any claim to him. Even so, i want him to stay, and the least i can do is be his best friend now. I want him to take some sort of part in my life even if it wasn't the one i had in mind.
I am happy and kind of sad that ice queen is back.
How does an old man author climb inside the mind of a 4th or 5th grader? Very carefully I suspect.
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
There she lays crying in bits. Remembering and trying to hold it together. The scattered pieces is her doom heart. More broke then it was before.
Sits here thinking of her wishing i could hold her love her caress her let her know everything is going to b ok and to remain strong she is loved and always will b no matter wat
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
..why would I rather stay home alone than go out with friends .... I guess in a sense hiding away from the world .....away from the pain, the mistrust, broken hearts and promises.. Reaching out for help but getting turned away ignored... Struggling to fight against my insecurities... To keep my head above water... Daily failures enforcing the doubts.... And the whole time wondering why aren't I good enough????
Okay that's it... ya'll can't be nice to each other, ignore each other. Unfriend them and stop being a little bitch for no reasons at all. I hear all this shit about others saying shit and stuff. Well don't talk to them anymore, unfriend them, block them, and if they bitch and whine about it, you can't be blamed, your not at fault. If the other plays victim, oh woe is me, tthey're being a prissy little bitch and who wants to be friends with that kind of person?
This is a writing site, if you want stupid drama, go to a more known social networking site called facebook, and leave my friends out of your petty bullshit.
Sorry for ranting, but i got pissed off.
still thinking ... my mind feels like going to explode anytime soon ...
doesn't know who the rant is directed to but ok.
you asked if I cared about you and I said I do. It is just hard to show it with me barely here.
still thinking bout her longing to be near her hold her touch her caress her
Why let someone else define you? Why rely on love from smeone else?
I believe, I was wrong yes? Because every guy is a liar.
I think.... No I know I will sleep good tonight.
<3 
